and before bed i wanted something salty/starchy, so i had about 10 mini pretzels. must have been the beer...
i am ridiculously full right now. this breakfast may not look huge, but it was a lot of cereal, and the mango filled me up. i know, it was all healthy and probably not unreasonable, but i'm much more uncomfortable than i usually am after breakfast.
kashi vanilla island crunch + heritage flakes + frozen cherries + vanilla soymilk, and a champagne mango
lunch is packed:
sliced egg, herbed greens, s&p, light mayo on harvest grains bread
packed w/ veggies:
and an afternoon latte as per the friday tradition...
wow, i am really uncomfortable right now.
OOH! peanuts smilies!
in order: woodstock, lucy, sally, linus, franklin, snoopy, marcie, peppermint patty, pigpen, schroeder
EDIT: i was just chatting with a girl online who i honestly probably should not be talking to... she's very much NOT in recovery and has no desire to be, really... and i tell her that i'm feeling overly full from breakfast... and she says:
i dunno i just dont get why you sometimes force yourself to eat even though ur not hungry doesnt make sense to me
and i sat with that for a few minutes until i couldn't take it any longer, and then i purged at least half of breakfast. sorry k, i don't need to hear this sh**.
okay that was so sad -- i can't believe you let k. win! as for the breakfast it did not look large by ANY stretch; i am sure the fullness was just liquid, as in milk in cereal + juicy mango + coffee and would have resolved quickly.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Sarah. I also understand that those situations are so hard. I`m going into one this weekend and I will have to try my best not to let it affect me. Forgive yourself and enjoy the rest of your day.
ReplyDeleteDUDE. you need to not be talking to this chick! sorry about your morning, though - and your breakfast was not big at all! i'm with sarah & susie about the liquid factor.
ReplyDeletebut hey, the day is still young, and you can still overcome this and make it great.
thanks. yeah i think i need to not talk to her. i'm sad that it affected me that way, but i feel like i did well in not letting it ruin my day.
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