Saturday, June 27, 2009

to blog or not to blog

open/closed-faced sandwiches... harvest grains bread, mustard/mayo, arugula, smoked turkey, avocado, baby carrots + bone-suckin' sauce

so i guess the question is... where do i go from here? do i keep up the blogging? or let this blog disappear as my former (deleted) one? i've lost much of the motivation to blog on a daily basis, and i think that happened as a result of 2 things: 1) gaining much more flexibility in my food/not so much needing a journal to track what i'm eating, and 2) feeling like i need to censor some of my still-quite-disordered and/or depressive thoughts to select readers, which kind of defeats the purpose of a recovery blog to begin with.

so... whereto from here?


  1. I enjoy reading your blog, but I think you have to do what you feel like doing. If you just don't need to blog that's one thing, if you are sensoring some of your thougths from other people, I am a little worried about that aspect. I find hiding is an aspect of the disorder that I have to fight. The more I explain to my loved ones, the less alone I feel, and the less likely to relapse. When they don't understand or know then they can't try to pull you out of it if you are slipping. That's how I feel about myself anyway. I hope to continue to hear about your life but I understand you have to do what is best for you xo

  2. In honor of MJ, don't stop 'till you get enough!
    I really hope you can see your way clear to continue your delightful blog, but if not, then thank you for sharing so much of yourself.

  3. In honor of MJ, I'll just say this: Don't stop 'til you get enough!

    I hope you can see your way clear to continue your delightful blog and feel that you can be as honest as you want to be, but if not, then thanks for sharing.

  4. We would all be sad to see you go! It's always good to have discretion, but at the same time, blogs should be cathartic. I hope you find a good balance so we may continue reading!